A part of having a Borderline Personality means, my self-worth varies from day to day, some days I’m confident in myself and can see light in the future. I have a new plan and it’s going to work this time!
Other days, a lot of days, I’m trying to convince myself that there is actually a point to my existence because there is nothing ahead of me. What good is a dream when there’s no way it could possibly happen.
Today is a day in which I do not feel like existing.
It was my birthday yesterday.
- I'm now 22 : /